Sayuri’s dance fan
Memoirs of a GeishaSayuri’s dance fan is both a working instrument of geisha dance and a deeply personal object: the fan her teacher gave her when she attained the rank of shisho in the Inoue School of dance. Years later, Sayuri chooses to surrender it to Nobu, making the fan’s passage from teacher to student and then to a man who once saved her from factory life a measure of gratitude, attachment, and deliberate self-giving.
Identity and Significance
The fan is not described as a decorative accessory or an interchangeable prop. Sayuri identifies it as the particular fan bestowed by her teacher upon her reaching shisho, a level in the Inoue School of dance. Her account places it within a disciplined artistic tradition: dance fans are objects geisha use in performance, and their meaning exceeds their ordinary practical function.
That distinction explains why the gift is so consequential. Sayuri acknowledges that a fan might appear simple beside the presents Nobu could receive, but stresses that a geisha treats the fans used in dance as sacred objects. Her fan is especially significant because it is the very one associated with her advancement in dance, not merely another item from her belongings. The object carries a history of instruction and achievement that cannot be separated from its use.
The Gift to Nobu
When Nobu tells Sayuri that he has brought her a gift and asks her to open it, she first goes to her trunk for a folding fan she had long ago decided to give him. She wraps it in a square of cotton and presents it before opening his package. The gesture is intentional rather than spontaneous: she has already selected this fan for Nobu, and the care with which she wraps it marks the exchange as more than a casual transfer of property.
The choice also makes the gift an answer to the circumstances of their relationship. Sayuri recognizes Nobu as the man who saved her from a life in the factories. She considers a fan simple by comparison with what he might deserve, yet chooses this particular one precisely because it matters to her. The gift’s value therefore lies not in its apparent scale or price but in what Sayuri is willing to part with.
Meaning and Reception
Nobu is puzzled when he opens the wrapped fan. Sayuri explains why she wants him to have it, and he initially refuses the honor, saying, "It's kind of you, but I'm unworthy of this gift. Offer it to someone who appreciates dance more than I do." His response registers the fan’s importance: he understands that it is not an ordinary present and doubts that he can properly value its connection to dance.
Sayuri rejects the proposed alternative. She tells him there is no one else to whom she would give it, and that it is a part of her. Her statement makes the fan a material expression of personal identity: rather than retain the object that embodies a stage of her artistic life, she places it in Nobu’s keeping. Nobu then accepts, promising to cherish it. The scene turns an exchange of objects into an exchange of acknowledged meaning; his acceptance follows only after Sayuri insists that the gift is specifically meant for him.
Material Life and Recurring Objects
The fan’s appearance in the exchange with Nobu contrasts with other objects that circulate through Sayuri’s life under very different conditions. A red antique comb Nobu gives her is presented in a wooden box lined with satin, while the dance fan is wrapped in cotton and offered by Sayuri. The contrast is not simply between two kinds of gift: the comb is an object Nobu has found and chosen for her, whereas the fan is tied to Sayuri’s own training and is something she relinquishes.
Elsewhere, geisha life is surrounded by material objects whose costs, use, and custody reveal the organization of the profession. Mr. Bekku spends several minutes securing Hatsumomo’s long obi with cords, clasps, and padding; a kimono storehouse holds rows of lacquered cases, with the finest apprentice garments kept in a rented vault. Later, amid wartime scarcity, Sayuri’s possessions amount to a few scrolls, inkstones, bowls, photographs, a silver viewer, and her books, makeup, and undergarments. These details frame the fan not as a claim about wealth, but as one item whose value derives from a specific practice and personal history.
During the war, that material world is reshaped by scarcity and exchange. Mother grows richer through buying and selling other people’s heirlooms, and Sayuri contacts her when Mr. Arashino sells kimono to raise money. Against this background, the fan’s later gift is significant as an act of chosen relinquishment rather than a forced sale: Sayuri identifies what the object means and gives it to Nobu on her own terms.
Place in Sayuri’s Story
The fan gathers together two strands of Sayuri’s life: the formal training through which she becomes a dancer and geisha, and the personal bond she acknowledges with Nobu. Its provenance records her teacher’s recognition of her attainment; its later destination records her decision to give Nobu something she regards as part of herself. Its importance lies in that conjunction, not in any claim that the fan changes hands again or determines a later outcome.
The scene also clarifies how Sayuri understands meaningful giving. She does not persuade Nobu by naming a price or claiming the fan’s beauty. Instead, she explains its intimate significance and refuses to redirect it to someone supposedly more qualified to appreciate dance. When Nobu finally agrees to cherish it, the fan remains an instrument of dance in its history while becoming a token of a relationship in its present. Its passage marks the difference between an object that can be bought or traded and one whose meaning is made by the person who chooses to give it.